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Don't want to live
Don't want to love
I want to fly away
Away from the selfish world
I wish I could cut my wrist and find heaven
I wish I could shut my eyes and find peace
I wish I could drown myself and find beauty
I wish I could kill my heart and find love
I wish I could be dead and be reborn
I wish I could betray and feel the sun
I wish I could tear myself and find ME
I wish I could kill love so that nobody ever hurt be!

Grief

Take your time to decide my faith,
Take my hair and pull me apart;
Break my bones and make them dead,
Titter-tatter clothes like autumn leaves shed
Ban me from yourself
Because I can't give u peace I am the unfortunate Grief!

TAGGED?????.....

So what if i was a guy, and m doin dis only cos ma freako frd vikrant has found a new "love"( read blogging) and he has tagged me,hahahaha-http://ishallandiwill.blogspot.com/
so if i was a guy
1. I would automatically turn into a MCP ( all men r dat though they outrightly deny it,don't cry u dying species of feminist men m just generalizing but beware! MCPs will get u soon)
2. I would use ma dearest vikrant's not so manly like fyjc picture as a representation of dis blog entry
3. I would never ever try and poke ma nose in ma sis's bloody business
4. I will start itching ma crotch in public( every guy does it, sum do it in open sum do it wen no1's looking)
5. And finally i will end up ma life trying to understand wt women really want but as hypocrite as men are i will always say that women cum and go,we can live widout women(all u "gay" ppl out der i can hear u screaming out aloud :D ) and women can't change me blah blah blah blah!
P.S -I will thank god everyday cos he made me a gal,thank u thank oooo god

That the moment died....!

It held onto me,
It clinged on to me;
I want to get rid of it
I want to get away from it
I screamt
I wanted to break out
But the senses were shut,
And no it didn't happen- losing the nut
And then you came and loved
And my heart sighed- "that the moment had died"