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Don't want to live
Don't want to love
I want to fly away
Away from the selfish world
I wish I could cut my wrist and find heaven
I wish I could shut my eyes and find peace
I wish I could drown myself and find beauty
I wish I could kill my heart and find love
I wish I could be dead and be reborn
I wish I could betray and feel the sun
I wish I could tear myself and find ME
I wish I could kill love so that nobody ever hurt be!