That the moment died....!

It held onto me,
It clinged on to me;
I want to get rid of it
I want to get away from it
I screamt
I wanted to break out
But the senses were shut,
And no it didn't happen- losing the nut
And then you came and loved
And my heart sighed- "that the moment had died"

Faith?

Rest won't help solve this conquest of faith,
I have been loyal and have been given back hate;
My heart guards a sudden external attack,
But my love shoos my heart away wearing a passive mask;
I am no one's dream,i am no one's thought,
I am just another WOMAN with hatred and is lout!